You cannot love God if you think he hates you.
You cannot love God if you are under the continual secret suspicion that he is your enemy. You cannot love God if you secretly think he condemns and hates you. If your conscience is under the guilt of sin and the wrath of God, it is called an evil conscience in the bible. Your love for God must be won and drawn out by your understanding of Gods love and goodness towards you. You simply cannot love God unless you know and understand how much he loves you.